life in the holy spirit
well.. welcome i guess.
please make yourself comfortable
i dunno what to say..
since youre here, dun do anything unworthy of the Lord or of ME.
Second Chance
Verse 1
You called my name, reached out your hand
Restored my Life, and i was redeemed
The moment you entered my life
Verse 2
Amazing Grace, Christ gave that day
My life was changed when from my shoulders
Fell the weight of my sin
Chorus
So it's with everything i am
I reach out for your hand
The hope for change the second chance i've gained
On you I throw my life
Casting all my fears aside
How could greater love than this
Ever possibly exist
Verse 3
Consume my thoughts
As i rest in you
I'm now in love with a Saviour
Bearing the marks of his love
Bridge
So i'll wait upon you now
With my hands released to you
Where a little faith's enough
To see mountains lift and move
And i'll wait upon you now
Dedicated to your will
To this love that will remain
A love that never fails
Oh Jesus, I pray now you help me to draw nearer to you. No matter how much i distant myself, i pray you'll pull me back into your embrace.
That Lord, you'll give me a second chance. You have already given your son. and now i seek to be in your embrace.
Thank you LORD
what would you like to do
Sunday, April 12, 2009
-7:17 PM
hey people.
im hereby blogging again..
cause i feel kinda guilty for not blogging so long.
or maybe guilty of something more.
yeah whatever.
basically, ive got no mood to do this.
cause life is just not life recently.
things are really happening now,
that's causing me to really doubt my choices.
btw. this is gonna be a veryveryvery long post.
stop here if you dont have time to waste..
lol. im serious.
next 3 paragraphs is all about my rantings of pb.
dont bother to read them if.. er.
no nvm. just dont bother to read them.
firstly. prefectorial board.
what does being a prefect mean to me?
lol. it really means a lot. i dont know why it does.
i totally dislike being treated the way i am by gessians.
so many times i just wanna wash my hands.
maybe it's the people holding me back.
and the fact that i wanna do smth for the board.
and for the school, although the school kinda sucks now.
and i asked a few people (two to be exact),whether they feel a sense of belonging to pb.
ive constantly been asking myself that. and yes i totally do.
and so does the rest of the exco!
it's kinda unbelievable, but i dont think they'd lie in the circumstances.
mr kung was asking us that day, why do we wanna stay where we are.
we finally concluded it was because of this deep sense of belonging.
and he said that it was lame. -.-
like come on. i know it is, but it's so true.
well, come to think of it, i dont think the current sec 3s share this same mindset.
mostly anyway. (i dont wanna generalise)
and. i really dont know what to do! i really really dont!
i know there's no use forcing anymore. cause the heart is long gone with the winds.
encourage? and they'd probably not listen.
or if they do, it's because they just dont wanna disappoint us.
so what am i left with? sit down and do nothing.
but how can i do that,
when they're after all my friends, or even to the extent of more than just friends?
i guess this is really what you call helpless.
and mr kung. i dont know what he's thinking.
i really dont. i cant disclose much here.. so nvm.
it's just that i dont understand him much.
although i know he's a person with feelings definitely.
a caring person.. but i can say, it doesnt show much.
like say, last night, scouts campfire.
he wouldnt receive a badge that we, the exco, made for him,
unless we accepted his condition?
lol. is like we're forcing him to take our gift..
seriously, ive never knew it was so difficult to give him something.
it's sad, maybe cause i dont put in much effort to understand him as well.
oh wells.
enough about pb then.
3 paragraphs is bad enough..
im sorry if you couldnt skip it.
yeah.. anyw, this weekend is such a meaningful one.
well, aside from all the above mentioned,
ive really tried to separate the world with my life with God.
and that's something im thankful for.
it'd be quite hateful to carry such a pathetic face throughout these 3 days.
so! it was GOOD FRIDAY!
haha. i never really thought why it was called good friday.
but i realised it on 10 april 2009!
it's really good and not sad/bad/sorrowful.
although Jesus died, it is good cause he is actually victorious.
victorious over sin, and the evil world. (:
haha. yeah.. sermon was great. woo!
after that went out with some pple to watch fast & furious 4.
hm.. lishanth, edd, ben, ys, sultan, ashwath and win.
lol. the movie wasnt really good. but lishanth's laughter was insane.
like so loud and attention seeking? haha then went to eric's house.
thanks eric! wa. he's super nice.. and it was fun. though i kept losing in fifa.
haha whatever. it's the experience. (:
then. it was SATURDAY!
carnival day! haha.. it wasnt so good i suppose.
but im glad there were quite a handful of new frens.
and i hope they were all greatly blessed. (:
then scouts campfire. not so organised and blah.
and quite smokey as well.
but had quite a good time with the sj pple.
haha yeah. talked at the coffeeshop opp tiong.
till 10.45? thereabouts.. then went home.
and today. easter!
Jesus is risen from the dead! WoO!
yeah. he is ressurrected..
proving that he has conquered all things including death!
"peace be with you." (John 20:19;21)
haha. what an appropriate phrase in our modern world now.
yep. nothing much after that.. boring i know.
okayokay. humongous post.
im sorry. horrid horrid habit of mine.
have fun and continue to live a fruitful life! lol.
God bless.
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